OP12-14-2017, 02:02 AM
i just wrote like an essay and it literally all got deleted by nothing. like i saw the text disappear right before my eyes. whatever.. alright so before you guys keep messing with this sensitive drug, I just want to give you some advice. please, and I CANNOT stress this enough, please make sure if there's anyone in your family with a history of psychosis/schizophrenia. this is something that is honestly way too overlooked. my big bro dropped acid a few times and it was all great until he had a bad trip. ever since that the big bro I grew up with wasnt the same. not his emotions or anything like that, his heart's been pure since the nintendo 64 days. but like just the way he acted. he started talking to himself and eventually he admitted to hearing voices. my bro got diagnosed at first with schizo but then later they labeled it as an unidentified psychosis or something along those lines. whatever it was, he heard voices and wasnt at peace because the lsd sped up the process of him getting schizo by decades. so in a way he was prone to getting it because if one of your parents have psychosis, youre risk increases to 10%. every human is at a 1% risk of schizophrenia by default. eventually, my family's happiness ended and so did mine, at least for now. about 4 weeks ago, my 20 year old big bro decided to take his own life. ill always have the regret of not spending enough time with him like i shouldve have. but at the same time I have too many memories to cherish and im always gonna have him in my heart. theres no worse feeling than losing the badass who youve looked up to your whole life and who pretty much showed you the ropes of almost everything you know. Im always going to love you bro. but yea guys just wanted to spread some awareness since not many people know shit like this is happening to many families. sorry if this isnt the right category to post in but I just gotta get this off my chest some more because i usually bottle up my emotions. thank you for giving this a read.
Life is an infinite loop. We have lived the same life for eternity we just can't remember. Everything has already been written. What has happened and what is going to happen. It's all fixed. You've been lied to your whole life. You'll see what I mean soon..
Life is an infinite loop. We have lived the same life for eternity we just can't remember. Everything has already been written. What has happened and what is going to happen. It's all fixed. You've been lied to your whole life. You'll see what I mean soon..
Life is an infinite loop. We have lived the same life for eternity we just can't remember. Everything has already been written. What has happened and what is going to happen. It's all fixed. You've been lied to your whole life. You'll see what I mean soon..
Life is an infinite loop. We have lived the same life for eternity we just can't remember. Everything has already been written. What has happened and what is going to happen. It's all fixed. You've been lied to your whole life. You'll see what I mean soon..
Life is an infinite loop. We have lived the same life for eternity we just can't remember. Everything has already been written. What has happened and what is going to happen. It's all fixed. You've been lied to your whole life. You'll see what I mean soon..
Life is an infinite loop. We have lived the same life for eternity we just can't remember. Everything has already been written. What has happened and what is going to happen. It's all fixed. You've been lied to your whole life. You'll see what I mean soon..
Life is an infinite loop. We have lived the same life for eternity we just can't remember. Everything has already been written. What has happened and what is going to happen. It's all fixed. You've been lied to your whole life. You'll see what I mean soon..
Life is an infinite loop. We have lived the same life for eternity we just can't remember. Everything has already been written. What has happened and what is going to happen. It's all fixed. You've been lied to your whole life. You'll see what I mean soon..
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